One after another

its really depressing.... one after another...
just when i thought it will pass very quickly.... i was wrong....

1) can help but feel cheated... emotionally cheated...
congrats, u r a great pretender.

2) nv before seen results in sch... wow...

3) hard to let go of students... but its inevitable...

4) flat tyre...

5) car door handle broken...


Hun has been reading the 'Secret' recently...
She is very inspired and motivated by it.
Now that she is stepping out on her own, I WISH her all the Best in her work.

She will want me to have a more positive outlook on what has happened..
so i will try to interpret the above,

1) Now i know who are the friends that i can fight alongside during a war

2) I can only do better for the next assignment

3) The old saying, 'old things don't leave, the new will not come'.
I will have more time for new students!

4) Thanks to the flat tyre, I now own a brand new stet of tyres and rims!! WOOOHOOOO

5) New car handle!

6) More time with mum... she still doen't know... hm......


Really hope things will get better....

Seeking shelter

like a fish, finding a solid rock to hide from the turbulent waves....

as i look back... was i too naive to ride the wave?
now that the wave some how knocked u out...
and now... a lil dizzy from the knock.
trying to gather my thoughts, pick myself up again and carry on...

heard theres another big wave coming...
should i jump into it? ride along with it? hm...
don't like the feeling of the aftermarth... hm...

School is not helping too...
im taking 4 modules this sem...
2 of them, motivation and work stress...
im suppose to learn how to identify, apply them...
but i end up with no motivation and plenty of stress...
its no help at all lah...

Back!!!

Wow....

didn't realise that it has been a year since i blogged....
hope to be more regular now.

times are tough..
so many things happening at the same time.
i really thought i was going to crash.
lucky i have my Dear by me, encouraging me.

Thanks Hun!!

New Job

Juz changed job... no particular reason... juz wanna change environment for a while.
its more physical than i thought.. at least i can get out of the office.

would like to say sorry to the part timers who have helped me on the last proj.
your payment is delayed to multiple reasons... tons of them.
but rest assured, will get the money for you guys, asap.

My lovely girlfriend

sorry guys, i just need to show off some
wonderful things my girlfriend did for me

Weeks before my exams, she wrote me this note,
to encourage me to study hard.
and it was attach to a sweet treat made by her
(the picture was straight, but when uploaded, it changed)

this is the sweet treat. = ) yummy

the nite when i was admitted to the hospital,
was being quarantine... becoz i had fever
i did not have any food since afternoon...
then baby came to my rescue at about 11pm,
made porridge and asked the nurse to bring it in to me
it tastes sweet, becoz she went through all the trouble to get it to me.

when i got out of the hospital, i only had 2 days to prepare for my exams,
she cooked tomato base pasta, with loads of meat

and more meat... = )

the next day, we decided to have noodles
juz had this craving for it....
then she added eggs with tomato and prawns...
she peeled every single one of it...

this was another occasion that she cooked fried rice.
loads of ingredients, so tasty too...

she also cooked prawns


Thank you Dear, for being such a darling.
always looking after me during exams as well as the fevers.
your cooking is getting better each time.
i think its in the genes, inherited them from your dad.
i may not know how to express the feelings and
thoughts when you did all these and more for me at that point of time.
but i really appreciate them. hugz



wanted to get one of this for a long time, but wasn't able to
so when i knew of a friend that had it, i asked if i could try it
had the license long ago, but did not practice, so very blur on the controls...
maybe next time... i'll get my own

thanx hun for everything.
lets look forward to a good holiday and celebration k. = )

Sick again

Went to the doctor 3 times in 2 days for high fever and this is the amount of med he gave


Fever did not subside, went to the hospital at night.
they immediately put me on drip.
3 bags within 2 hours...

had to stay in for 4 days... bill mounting to 1k... all the scanning and test done...
fever went up to as high as 39 during the nights.
doctors are unable to determine the cause of it and why it did not go away

I couldn't prepare for my exams which just ended.
just wrote what i can remember and the revision the day before the paper.
Finally its all done... now have to wait for result

27 days to go

Exams coming... 27 days to go... still no mood.. sian
Last nite was the revision, no more class liao
i got to START

Last nite's wind was crazy...
i saw a white plastic chair flew up to chest level and hit a nearby car on the windscreen.
i think the car owner must be damn sian.
in this case, i don't think he can claim any one for the damages.
it is considered an act of God...
So pple with their own transport, beware of where u park.